An extremists canvas

Thursday, October 26, 2006

What a week. the job was so absorbing that I had to stay in the office for more than 18 hours and work tirelessly. And at last, you just feel that you should run away from the place not because you hate it but because you want to feel that there is some life only for you. I am feeling the same. I am planning to go and stay in between woods with people I have no accquaintance. Who don't know me and whom I need not speak because people expect me to. I want to write something. I am scared. I feel that I have lost tuch with my writing!?!?!? But is there such thing like loosing touch!!

Last Sunday (October 22) I celebrated an anniversary of proposing to my girl and I gifted her a cute pendent. she was in tears. ( I never understand girls!). so I was happy. Most of the time, we feel happy only when we make others happy!!!!Strange, but youknow that you have surpassed god and given some smiles to others. Well, my girl is an angel who has been cursed to be born and lead a cursed mortal human life with sufferings. And I am that suffering!!!!

I don't know what is happening to me, but when the job takes so much of your time and energy, you just can't bear it. Ram jaane aage kya hoga!!!!!